I remember the last time i went to the hospital was just a year + ago! I don't like that place alot!! Somehow HATE it!! Whenever I heard of the place of 'hospital', there is somewhere in my heart says : "Please I don't want to go there anymore! I hate this place!! I hate it alot!! This is a place where i lost my dearest!! And I don't want to lost it again!!" It is a place that i really scare of... I want all my dearest to be with me always, and i really mean always... ... I don't want to lost anyone in my life anymore. Which i know it is impossible!!!